Tuesday, July 1, 2008

Hello everyone! Today I finally have a chance to sit and write my own blog to update you on Laurie. I would like to say “thank you” to all the friends and family who worked on getting this set up and adding the pictures, so that you can be informed and see our little angel! I have really depended on friends to get this page going—as you can imagine that last few days have been a whirlwind for us!. Todd and I will never be able to say “thank you” enough for the all the gestures of love, both big and small, that you all have shown over the past few weeks!

First I would like to update you on Laurie’s current health:

Laurie had a great day yesterday (6/30/08) and last night the doctors told us that the results of her ultrasound were normal—no bleeding on the brain! Praise God!!! We also witnessed several other blessing yesterday as she began her sucking reflex and even “practiced” on the tiniest pacifier that I have ever seen! She is also able to handle all (1/5th tsp.) of breastmilk given to her every 3 hours and has now had several feedings. Consequently, she has had several full diapers! We realize that everyday will not be as rewarding, but we are so very thankful that she is doing well!

I can’t forget to mention, her big brother, Cole, lost his first tooth on Sunday also!!! Possibly more exciting to him than Laurie’s arrival!

Next I would like to give you a little background information on what her anticipated arrival has been like for the past few years:

Today is my birthday and as always family members began several days ago asking, “What do you want for your birthday?” The last three years the answer in my heart, but not spoken out loud, has been the same—a baby.

I was reminded of this again last week as I sat in the hospital trying to prevent Laurie from coming too soon. I was reading scripture for a daily devotional and saw a note in my Bible dated July 1, 2007. This quickly brought back memories of where I was in my life one year ago today. On that day Rev. Matt Smith, the Minister to Students, at our church gave his personal testimony on the power of prayer (1 Peter 2:1-3) and at the end of the service there was a special baby dedication held. As many of you who know me well can assume, I cried through the whole service! Yet, on that day I was reassured that through prayer and God’s grace, I too would one day have my birthday wish. You see only two weeks before, we had experienced our third miscarriage and my heart was broken.

In July we began working with an infertility specialist and over the following months I thought of that Sunday message often and continued to trust that our prayers would be answered in God’s time! On February 1, 2008 we found out that I was expecting and were thrilled! We tried to keep our secret through the first trimester, but I’m not very good at keeping surprises a secret!

So, today as I turn 33 years old today and my daughter, Laurie, celebrates her third day of life, my birthday wish for the last three years has finally come true! Todd and I have also seen proof of the power of prayer and we look forward to Laurie’s special baby dedication, giving God all the praise for this tiny miracle!

"For this child I prayed; and the Lord hath granted my request.”

1 Samuel 1:27

Leah

20 comments:

jones said...

I have also been prayig for God's blessing of other children. Your entry about Matt's message and how God spoke to you through it has touched me this morning. Thanks for sharing your heart. Bryan Peacock, William Moguel, Sam Holland, and almost everyone from our Sunday school class has called expressing concern for you guys and lifting u guys up in prayer. God has blessed you with friends and family who want to love, comfort, and pray for you constantly. Don't be afraid to ask for anything even if you think people have done so much or that u are being selfish. Again God has blessed you with these people so allow them to bless you as HE has intended!! tell cole brayden says hey
love you guys ... coach jones

Jama said...

Happy Birthday!! What a wonderful, sweet message in your blog today! God has you all in the palm of his hand and I am sure that your faith and love will sustain you through the days ahead. Prayers are being sent up from Brantley, Alabama and will continue to be sent daily! May God Bless you and your little angel!
Jama Lewis Walker

wareaglebailey said...

Leah, Brent and I will continue to you lift you family up in our prayers. We went through the premature birth and many days in the NICU with our twins. Prayer and all your friends and family around you will give you the strength you need to get through this. You are in a GREAT hospital with every specialist possible. Please rest yourself to get your strength back and hang in there. The pictures on the blog are great. She looks like she is doing wonderful. Candice Bailey

Unknown said...

I can't wait to meet baby Laurie in person. Know that we are praying for you, Laurie and the rest of your family. Happy birthday! Love you, Kathy Bruce

melissa said...

hey leah, happy birthday i just saw the pictures of Laurie Anne she's absolutly beautiful. we'll keep praying for yall, i just know everythings going to be fine. If theres anything we can do for yall just let us know. love yall, melissa and kelsea

Valiece said...

Happy Birthday, Leah! I wanted to thank you for starting the blog - I will check it often for updates on little Laurie, who by the way is absolutely beautiful! I want you to know that you all are in our prayers!
Valiece

Elizabeth Stewart said...

Hey, Killingsworths! Well, it so wonderful to read the news on today's blog. I was reading my devotion just last night about the Potter and the clay. It was reminding us that as long as we are in His hands, we are safe. Praise be to God! We are staying on our knees for you angel. Can't wait to hear more good news as she continues to improve!!

Josh, Elizabeth, and Tripp:)

Shonna said...

I found your blog through a mutual friend - Lyndsey Elliott. She mentioned you and your family Sunday night in our DT class and your family has been on my mind and in my prayers ever since. I was terribly excited to see Lyndsey had posted a link to your blog so that I can keep up with Laurie Anne's progress. Thank you for taking the time to keep us all updated, HAPPY BIRHTDAY to you, and always remember that GOD IS SO GOOD!

Shonna Reeves

Henrietta said...

The blog is great and will certainly save you lots of time on the phone from concerned friends. Laurie is just beautiful and we continue to pray everyday for her to improve and we know with God's help, she will. Take care of yourself too!!
henri & george

Anne Harman said...

Hi Leah,
I spoke with your mom earlier and told her that I am here in Birmingham and work at UAB. If you need anything, please let me know. A close friend of mine had a baby here at the same place as Laurie Anne for about 3 months and just know that you are receiving top of the line care. She is just precious! My family will continue to pray for you and yours and again please call me if you need anything. Your mom has my number. Happy Birthday!
Sincerely,
Kathryn Skinner Hornbuckle (Betsy's sister-in-law)

Emilee B. Sanders said...

Happy Birthday Leah! Laurie Anne is beautiful! I know that she is in good hands and is receiving the best possible care. All of you are in my thoughts and prayers! If there is anything at all that I can do please do not hesitate to ask!

Emilee B. Sanders

Merri said...

Happy Birthday Leah!! :)
We are so glad to hear that Laurie Anne's test were good news!! I saw Cole at Wal-mart with Laura and Jack. He was proud of his sister as well as his toothe!! I actually had to work to get information, it was like the cat had his tongue - something I'm not sure I've ever seen from him!?!lol
Cody says he will pray for Laurie everyday!
Your Family is in our prayers!
Lots of Hugs,
Merri Keith Caitlin and Cody

Merle Clark said...

Leah and Todd,

First, Happy Birthday, Leah! That was a wonderful testimony you gave in today's blog; but, then, God is wonderful, isn't He!

We continue to pray for all of you and especially Laurie. I'm certain she'll grow to be as sweet as the other Laurie in the family. We love you all.

Tell Cole we hope the Tooth Fairy was generous to him, and we know he's still cute as can be even without his tooth.

Love,

Merle and Stan

cthrash said...

Amy and I have been praying for your famly for these past couple of weeks. When we heard about you staying in B'ham we couldn't help but think back when we went before Zander was born. It is truly amazing how God puts us where we need to be, only God can turn what we see as a burden into a blessing. Your baby girl is beautiful. Take from me there is nothing like the love of a daughter. Tell Cole Gracie says hello. We will continue to pray for you all...Chad,Amy,Gracie and Zander Thrash.

Unknown said...

Leah and Todd,
Little Laurie Ann is a precious blessing. She's already telling you guys to get ready...that she's an impatient and strong little trooper. God is good and will continue to nurture her in His capable hands as she continues to grow stronger everyday. I'll keep her and both of you in my prayers everyday!!
Millie

bethany@sippinsweetteablog said...

Happy birthday, Leah! We are praying for you, Laurie and your whole family.

Bethany Akridge

Josh and Lyndsay said...

Leah:
Happy Birthday!!You are the same age I was when I was blessed with Lyndsay. As you know from having your precious mother, a mother daughter relationship is such a strong bond and that love of yours toward Laurie Anne is already helping her fight this battle!
GOD IS WONDERFUL!!!HE HAS BLESSED YALL WITH THE DESIRES OF YOUR HEARTS AND HE WILL HELP LAURIE ANNE THROUGH THIS.
Thanks for the blog! We will be checking it daily and faithfully praying for all yall. Both the Crowe and Killingsworth families are special to us!
Love,
Betty & Wayne Lawford
Josh & Lyndsay & Josh Elliott

April Byrd said...

Leah, I just wanted you to know that we are holding your precious baby and your family up in our prayers. I was having a particular bad day yesterday and read your blog. If lifted my spirits and made me put things into perspective. You and Todd are very blessed and are an inspiration. The pictures of Laurie are beautiful and I can tell she is a "fighter". You and Todd have obviously been through alot already and I pray the Lord continues to strengthen you. Philippians 4:13. Love, April, Brent, Hunter, and Tyler Byrd

Leah said...

I am praying for all of you and especially Laurie! I love you guys!Tracy

jaysaddie said...

Dear Killingsworth family, I know that you don't know me but I got your site off of preemie moms on cafemom.com... You are everywhere on there... I am happy to hear that your little one is doing well. The reason that I am writing is this. My daughter was born prematurely and it is really hard to fine clothes that fit preemie babies. I would like to send you some of my daughter's preemie clothes for when you get to take that little one home. Some of the things she never wore. We are all praying for Laurie. She is so precious. I know this is weird coming from someone that you don't know but i would like to help. So you don't have to go buy a new wardrobe for her to go home. I just wanted to offer. I promise that this isn't a scam or anything like that. I just want to help. Please contact me a midwestlove10@aol.com... you all are in my prays tonight.